Wednesday, May 25, 2016

An Interview with Author & Teacher Les Brady

Interview by A. É. ColemanLes Brady
 
 
How long have you been writing?

            I wrote my first poem when I was five.

Is that "A Dream," the poem that you mentioned in your website?  In the back of the Pontiac?

            Yeah, that's it.  And it, indeed, does have rhyming meter. (laughs)

Are you the only writer in your family?

            No, my dad is a poet and a published historical writer.  He came from a very interesting and historically significant mining area in northern California and has since published a couple of books about the history on the places of that area.  He's also a retired union member of the International Longshoremen and Warehousemen’s Union (ILWU), and he's working on a couple of profiles of early union leaders from the 20s and 30s.  That's what he has done.  My stepmother is not a formal writer, but someone who's been encouraged to write for many years because of her life story being so fascinating, having grown up in Nazi Germany as a young girl.  So she finally gets down to do it and I wish she would have asked for my help, but she didn't. (laughs) But I did listen to her memoir, and it's pretty fascinating.

So she was supportive of your writing, or you were supportive of hers?

            If she would have worked with me, I guarantee we would have won a national or international award, just because of the incredible background story she had.  That was not her goal.  All she wanted to do was get her story down for her family, for her kids, for her grandkids, for their kids.  Ultimately, I had to respect that.
            I said, 'Lydia, if you and I write this together, we will win a national book award, okay? (laughs) This is the most incredible story in the world.’  But you can't force someone to do something they don't want to do.  And my goal is publish publish publish.  I'll try to publish anything I possibly can; that's not other people's goal, and I have to appreciate that.

You come from a primarily Italian-American background, and I've seen you explore that in some of your recent work.  Is that something you've always explored, or is it something you've come into with age?

            No, it's odd.  I'm half Irish, except that the Irish part was never really a factor because I grew up around two dozen Italians.  It's just the fact that my name was Brady, and not Falsetta, which was the arm's length portion of how I was related.  Let me put it this way:  my mom died when I was ten, and she was Italian.  I grew up around my Italian family who all lived within ten minutes of each other.  Again, we're talking about a bunch of first cousins and uncles and aunts and another dozen second cousins.  I won't call it cultural, but that was the atmosphere I related to.  The only people who were Brady were me and my dad.  Because my mom died when I was so young that always was a draw of identity.  I think that's why, at least in my first book, I chose to create those characters of ancestry because those are the people I grew up around.  Those are the people whose characters I could create who were real to me.

Who would you say has been your biggest influence in terms of prose writing?

            Interesting question.  I think about that question a lot.  I talk to my students about that a lot and encourage them to broaden their base of reading.  That's a tough one, and I'll tell you why.  Early on when I was a very young man, I was a big Ernest Hemingway fan, so I wrote lots of declarative sentences, very clear and short, and settings that were cool and clean, and men who were true and strong, and women who didn't say much. (laughter) And then I read a lot of William Faulkner, and my sentences became half pages long.  Then I got into Mark Twain...  All I'm saying is that I think there's sort of a layering process.  The writer, in my experience, gleans a little bit from a lot of disparate sources.  I've read a lot of John Cheever.  I don't think I write like John Cheever, but one of my very favorite stories is 'The Swimmer.'  Fabulous story.  I read a lot of Cormac McCarthy.  I don't think I write like Cormac McCarthy, but I appreciate the rhythm of his prose.  Some of the only things I've memorized are Robert Frost's 'Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening' and the first page of Cormac McCarthy's 'Blood Meridian.'  They're both written in verse.  Obviously the Frost is, but I didn't understand why I was so drawn to the Cormac McCarthy until I really analyzed that passage, and I realized it's all almost written in iambic pentameter.  I thought, 'Oh, maybe I'm just making this up.'  So I went and I grabbed 'The Road,' and I read the first couple of pages of it.  It's not perfect by any stretch of the imagination, but it is also very deliberately rhythmic.
            And so I think -- in a very roundabout way -- clarity, precision, and rhythm are what I've tried to take from all of those folks I've mentioned:  the Hemingway, the Faulkner, the McCarthy.  There are other writers who I love:  Toni Morrison.  I think I'd jump off a cliff if I tried to write like her.
            But it's like I tell my kids:  it's not stealing.  It's gleaning that which you can from their style; it's being able to recognize what that is.  It's like when I tell them that this class isn't about why this is significant writing, but it's about how does it work for you.  Or how does it not work.  And so I like reading things that really work for me.  Whether or not I'm directly getting anything, or whether I can point to something and say, 'Here's a stylistic element that I could use.'  Whether or not I can do that.  Even if not, I can still absorb the rhythm and the style of what I'm subconsciously taking in.
            Right now I'm rereading 'The Great Gatsby' because I bought Maureen Corrigan's book that's all about 'The Great Gatsby' and why it's great.  And I thought, 'Well, if I'm going to read that, I might as well read "The Great Gatsby" with it.'  It's pretty short anyway.  And I find wonderful sections.  When I read them out loud, I find that there's a rhythm.  It's almost as if they're little works of their own.  I think the more you read, the more it becomes apparent when it's going well.

Could you describe your work ethic as a writer?

            Poor. (laughs) No, my work ethic is great, but my work frequency is not as well as I would like it.  I used to like to write in the morning.  I still do sometimes.  I find often that if I do a couple of hours in the afternoon that suffices.  I find consistency only to be consistency of habit.  Just doing it as frequently as I can.
            I don't know how you feel about it, but every time I finish something, it scares the shit out of me that I'll never finish anything again.  I don't know why, but it's the most daunting thing.  I just recently finished the draft of something I probably started five years ago.  I'd just published that little story that I'd finished a year ago, and I was like, 'Oh boy, it's time to begin something new.'  Or at least something different.  I dragged this one up.  I really liked the beginning, and I wasn't quite sure where it was going.  What I found was that even though I hadn't worked on it in a very long time, it came back and it wasn't as scary as I thought it was going to be.
            But when it comes to the big stuff, the novels, my best routine, get up at 5, write from 5:30 to 7:30 and go to work.  It becomes a natural routine, and I've found a lot of stuff coming out of that time period.  I like it because it's cool and it's quiet before the rest of the world takes my life over.

What is your method toward publishing and seeking publication?

            As far as my short stories go, blanketing as many small press journals and magazines as I can, using the shotgun approach because I think they're so subjective.  The faculty changes; the students change.  They're mostly university based so who knows what they'll take.
            The longer stuff, I'm still slogging through the process of perfecting a query letter for my first novel, trying to target agents whom I think would be appropriate for it.  So there's a lot of research involved.  It's kind of drudgery and work that you wish you didn't have to do, but you have to do it.  There's no one else gonna do it for you.
            The most frustrating part for me is that I'll read one agent's recipe for how you do it.  This is it, this is the 'perfect form,' and then I'll read another one, and they're in conflict with one another.
            Whereas I've read that with the short story market and the literary journals, if you don't throw as much stuff out there as you can, you’ll never get published, I think that it really behooves one to target the most appropriate agent.  I'll give you an example.  One of my most prized possessions is framed on my wall next to my MFA diploma.  It's my very first personal rejection from an agent.  Addressed to me, by name.  It was obvious that the person had read my query letter and really considered it and it took them however long it took them [to reply].  I sent one in on a Saturday morning once at, say 11 o'clock, and I received the rejection at 2:45 that afternoon. (laughs) I might as well have not even bothered.  Perhaps I should have spent that time somewhere more appropriate.

Have you considered going to smaller presses where you don't necessarily need an agent for books?

            Yeah, I guess eventually.  While I still consider myself relatively young and relatively healthy and have a good amount of free time, I'd really like to nail it the old fashioned way.  Which is the same way that I'd like all of my stuff to be in physical print.  Online publications are becoming more and more prodigious and more and more legitimate.
That actually ties into the next question.  We had talked about not wanting to waste your writing on "lesser" publications.  I remember that conversation about not wanting to submit to an online-only magazine.  Where will you submit work to?  Where do you draw the line between where you'll submit and where you won't?
            The issue for me is that online publication is fleeting and short of screen-shotting where my work has been, I don't know of any other way of saving it when they purge their servers or their hard drive crashes.
            I'll give you an example.  I published a piece in a fairly well known lifestyle magazine about 20 years ago.  It had a big color picture of me, and I could always go back to the link and revisit it.  I wish that I'd just printed it because it's gone now and it'll never come back.  A lot of the smaller journals tend to go away, which is sad.  It's not like a larger magazine doing server maintenance; the whole thing might fold.  It's not to say that I couldn't print the story somewhere else anyway; there's just something about a printed piece that I can hold in my hand that's just very satisfying.

What is your attitude toward platform, building your presence, and networking?  How do you make use of your connections as a writer?

            Frankly, poorly.  I have a lot of conflict because my regular job which lets me pay my rent and buy food takes up 50-60 hours a week.
            It's something that's not natural to me, but it's something that I need to spend some regular time on.  I tend to cloister.  I tend to hermit and work on stuff.  It's not the most satisfying thing for me to reach out to colleagues, even though I've found that when I do they're very accommodating and very gracious.  It's an important part of the whole process, and it's not my strong suit.  It's something I'm working on.

I know that you've gone into teaching, but have you done any work in editing and publishing?

            Only informally.  Only with a couple of friends who were working on memoir type manuscripts, and with a couple of my students who were producing pretty high-quality, publishable work.  After I left the Art Institute, I worked with them.
            Again, that's another aspect of trying to gain a little bit of traction with those students and letting them know that I'm available for their service.  I really enjoy it.  I love it, getting in and working on a manuscript and making it the best that we can.

How long have you been teaching now?

            I started in 2013.  Unfortunately the campus where I was teaching closed.  The Art Institute, they had a lot of issues, and they closed about a dozen campuses nationwide, ours being one of them.  But I taught all the way through last summer.  Very rewarding, very much a lot of work.  I was pretty much burnt out by the time I quit.

Did you teach as a grad student?

            Yeah, I was a teaching assistant, and I co-taught a class in a support role and in a co-teaching role.
 
What was your first day of teaching like?

            It was great.  I knew that I should have been doing this 20 years ago within the first ten minutes that I was up in front of the class.  I was having a good time.  They weren't terribly bored or completely stifled.  I made them do things that didn't involve their little electronic devices, and then I made them perform those things if they wanted to.  It was all voluntary.
            It's a lot of work, and now I know why I only see my full time teaching friends. in the summer.  They have no time whatsoever during the school year.  In the beginning it was 12-15 hours per week for me to prepare for one class, and that probably paired down.  But to one class?  Tacked onto my other job?  And they [other teachers] have four to five classes.
            Don't get me wrong, it's great.  It's wonderful work.  It's sitting there and devising new ways to reach them, reading material to give them new techniques and new ideas and new contexts and new elements of approaching writing.  It just takes a shitload of time.  I didn't mind it at all, except that the situation when they were closing the Art Institute was that they were trying to push through as many students as possible.  So my 25 student creative writing seminar went to 38.  It wasn't fair to them, and it wasn't fair to me.  It's really hard to rein in that many kids and really keep them focused. 
 
If you could go back to yourself in your 20s, what advice would you give yourself as a young writer?

            Write every day.  Write what you know, but don't be afraid.  Try to write what you don't know.  Write what you want to know.  And don't listen to your parents.  Don't listen to your senior year advisor. (laughs).  Do what your heart feels like it wants to do. 

What are you working on now?

            I just finished the one draft of that short story.  I'm letting it rest for a little bit until I'm sure what it's about.  I think it's a little trite toward the end.  It's way too long.  It's over 10,000 words.  I've got to figure something out.
            And then I've got the sequel to the book you read [The Transformation of Nicky Lucera].  The boy is about to go to college.  He's in the interesting phase of life; he's in sex, drugs, and rock 'n' roll now.  And it's back in the 80s.  Poverty and wealth and that whole shitstorm that happened back then.  Also, he goes up to San Fransisco and meets some gay guys.  It's the very early of the whole AIDS crisis; that's a subtheme that's going on there.  It's a young man that's seeing and hearing and feeling things he's never considered in his life.

Where do you see yourself going?

            Here's my five year plan: secure an agent, get a book published, transition away from my current profession into a profession that has more to do with my love of the written word.  It doesn’t necessarily have to be a full time teaching position, although that would be nice.  It might be a combination teaching and professional editing.  I’m at a stage in my life and in a position where I have the ability to do a big change, and I’d kind of like to do that.
            When you asked me what I would have done 20 years ago, I don’t regret what I’ve done in the last 30 years, I think.  I know how to do things that a lot of people don’t know how to do.  If you were to have asked me if I could have done them, I would have told you no way in hell.
            I just applied to a full time instructional position at a local community college, and in my letter to them, I let them know that I think I’m a good candidate.  I’ve been a manager, I’ve been a business professional, and I can give a more rounded perspective on what they want in this combination of what I want to bring to them, which is high angled precision and clarity, which will help them in what they want to do.  And I believe that.  That’s my goal, and I’m sticking to it.

 

A local of Santa Cruz, California, Les Brady has found a home for his short fiction in Blue Earth Review, Reed Magazine, and Gold Man Review, and for his nonfiction in Cigar Aficionado On-Line, Good Times, and Procomm Magazine.  A graduate of the University of California with a B.A. in English Literature, he later received his MFA in Creative Writing from San José State University in the spring of 2010.  He's taught Creative Writing at the Art Institute of California–Silicon Valley and is currently seeking an agent for his book, The Transformation of Nicky Lucera.  He can be found online at http://lesbrady.com/

Friday, May 13, 2016

Failures of Kindness

As of Tuesday, April 19th, the University of Central Arkansas MFA in Creative Writing class delivered the final public reading of their degree.  TJ Heffers, Audrey Heffers, and Jasmine Jobe all read, and it was delightful event, opened by professor Stephanie Vanderslice, PhD.

Dr. Vanderslice is a thoughtful professor who cares deeply for her students, and her speech opened with a segment from the writer George Saunders in which he discussed "failures of kindness."  Of all the messages that could have been passed on to future generations of writers, these were the things that George Saunders, during his convocation speech at Syracuse University, and Dr. Vanderslice, head of the Creative Writing program at the University of Central Arkansas chose to communicate.

I don't regret things.  I make a point of turning every event into a learning experience, at the very least, so that I can avoid the taint of regret.  It's something that I've made a point of from a very young age, brazen and unashamed despite my shyness, that I would rather regret what I have done than regret what I have not done.  So I've been awkward.  I've kissed people I shouldn't have kissed.  I've expressed feelings that were gauche.  I've been embarrassed, and I've breezed through embarrassment and gave a middle finger to shame.

(It did help that, for the most of this period, I was morbidly depressed and didn't care what happened.  Bravery is much easier when you don't mind the results of your actions.)

But the one matter that I was unable, alchemist like, to convert to gold, was that of failures of kindness.  Failures to stand up for those I knew needed a voice.  Failures to comfort those in pain.  Failures to reach out and attempt connection with my fellow man.  Usually for reasons so vapid and banal as shyness or feeling that my actions were inappropriate.

Let's call it what it was:  cowardice.

And so, cowardice stood between me and my fellow man.  Cowardice prevented me from reaching across some divide and offering succor.  Cowardice enabled the loneliness of one human being.

Dr. Vanderslice's piece reminded me of a scene from American Gods by Neil Gaiman, which I assume most of anyone who's reading this blog must have read.  The scene in question is when Shadow, the protagonist, finds himself on the airplane with Wednesday, his boss who turns out to be (no surprise) an American equivalent of the Norse god Odin.  In a quiet moment toward the end of their conversation, Shadow considers Wednesday and thinks how tired he looks and wishes to touch Wednesday's hand.  Without a doubt, he knows that it wouldn't change anything that happens later, but in that quiet moment between them, he wishes that he'd touched Wednesday's hand.

Wednesday is a god.  Shadow is a man.  Again, without a doubt, it wouldn't have changed anything that happened later in the story.  And yes, it probably would have embarrassed Shadow in the moment if he'd expressed that tenderness...but you know what?  It doesn't fucking matter.  Even if Wednesday is a god... even if Shadow is a man (or demigod)... even if we are all fragile, imperfect beings, or perhaps because of that, we are all, each and every single one of us, alone.  We are alone in the darkness of infinity, islands of hurt, sealed off in our own skins from each other.  We each seek the communion of man.  The only comfort we have are those moments when we try, try imperfectly to reach across the divide to another island of skin.  That is the lamp that flares in the night.  We must at least try to reach other.

Because, if we don't at least try, what's the point?

In my opinion, that is worth shame, that is worth awkwardness.  That is worth all the averted glances of a million peers.  If I can bridge that divide, even for one moment of a red eye flight across all the fly over states, to touch someone's hand and let them know that they're not alone in their loneliness, then I have accomplished my purpose as a human being.